Rantings by Deb!

That's me! My daughter says I rant and should put it to good use. So here I am, tackling the rantings by deb blog to see if it will do me or anyone else any good! It's not that I have anything important to say, cause I don't! At least I don't feel that I do, but who knows maybe, just maybe, I might say something that will strike a cord in someone else and they might impart something useful to this blog!

It was just a few months ago that I had a job that supported the limited lifestyle that I existed in. But what happened? I'll tell you, Corona and I'm not talking beer! I'm not the only one affected by this pandemic, and I know that there are others in a much worse shape (and I don't mean physically), than myself. That being said, okay, so I'm feeling a little sorry for myself, BUT, and that's a big BUTT (lol), gotta try some humor, I'm working on ways to combat my despicable status. Maybe that's too strong of a word, despicable??? Too strong of a word? Well, lets see... My status of celebrating 32 years of being divorced, turning 68, and with no income, how can despicable be too strong of a word to describe how I feel at this particular moment?

Now let me be clear, yes I feel that my situation as it is this moment is despicable. But, there is that BUT, anyway, it changes from day to day. Some days it's despicable, some days it's tolerable, and some days, well, I just don't want to get out of bed!

Anyone else feel that way? Bet you do at times! We are all going through an unprecedented time in history and it's our way of life for now and the coming months! We will make it through, we just may have to wear a mask over our face everyday. But who cares? Oh well, the local bank might... they already keep us locked out unless we make an appointment. I suppose even the banks are getting used to seeing their customers with a mask over their face! Frankly wearing a mask doesn't bother me! Keeps me from having to smile and show my missing teeth! So, bring it on, I'll wear a mask! Send me a pretty one with smiling teeth and I'll put it on!!!

Well missing teeth and all, my life isn't all that bad. Of course having funds to pay rent, buy groceries, pay electric bills and all the other bills I accumulated while working, .... hmmm...., the bill collectors can line up and fight each other to see who is left standing and will get paid that particular day!

I'm about to be out of steam... so for now I'll say goodbye. 

If someone reads this and would like to enter a comment, please do or email me... whatever.... just say hello....







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  1. annonymousAugust 28, 2020 at 9:39 PM

    Hi
    I think this is a great idea. Never know who out there may feel they are alone into their feelings and needs to know someone else feels the same.
    😊

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  2. annonymousAugust 28, 2020 at 9:39 PM

    Hi
    I think this is a great idea. Never know who out there may feel they are alone into their feelings and needs to know someone else feels the same.
    😊

    ReplyDelete

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